All my frustrations rolled into one.
I can't get away no matter where I go.
I try to run away from you, into my head;
Into my thoughts;
But I'll always come back just to torture myself.
The pain, the lies, the deceit, I soak it up like a sponge.
Sometimes I wonder at my own stupidity.
I know what I'm doing,
How I'm hurting myself.
I can't stop the pain 'cause it feels so good.
I like it...no love it.
Everything you do to my pitiful soul,
I want...I need
© by ~Lee-Anne Peters~