It's disgusting!

All my frustrations rolled into one.

I can't get away no matter where I go.

I try to run away from you, into my head;

Into my thoughts;

But I'll always come back just to torture myself.

The pain, the lies, the deceit, I soak it up like a sponge.

Sometimes I wonder at my own stupidity.

I know what I'm doing,

How I'm hurting myself.

I can't stop the pain 'cause it feels so good.

I like it...no love it.

Everything you do to my pitiful soul,

I want...I need

© by ~Lee-Anne Peters~